Currently listening to Within Temptation. and its 13th the march something magical about my favorite number!!

It started out with a Polar bear breaking the ice, well not quite from the polar bear but i think that the point where it got more interesting, and yea the number 13 exist somewhere here. A single conversation.. slapped in my face and awoken the interest inside me that was sleeping for a long time. After all most people don’t know how to have a pleasant conversation, or how a conversation could be interesting just about any topic in nature. At the moment i don’t know anything about this amazing person. Personally I am drawn towards like a magnet would when induced a new magnet. We both probably are “MAGNETS” in our own social crowds where the rest are like different types of metal alloy with different levels of force of attraction. But magnets “ATTRACTS” other magnets like non other metal alloy. i guess i am going too much in to applied physics. Well like all stories there is the “BUT” part, there is the strong belief on the impression that Politics is “SEXY”. Its no biggie i always find a way around everything, how hard can it be to get around politics.. This is a personal scoop of my life for those who care. since i stopped writing much about my personal life. Getting on with the real post!!

~Letters~

Now a days who writes them? the old classic Letters.. Email and instant messenger came along and there was no need to post them. cos it was so easy and it was all digital. Digital age of communication leaped forward with the introducing of Face book then there came the twitter after it. all these means of communications are used to Flirt.. or tell some one who they feel doesn’t take much just press in to few keys and hit Enter (Return) message delivered.. and appreciated. before face book people used to spend a lot of time in Blogging then it had its flaws but it was the closes to letter. but it quite had a bright side to it. A lovely post could be written and posted dedicated to some one with out the person knowing it exist. Just as my anonymous tip about an excitement in my life :D And let know some one something personal with out others quite catching what its about. Blogs can be viewed and read by many and privacy was optional. the Letter has to be dedicated. to a soul with an address for it to be delivered.
Going back to Classic letter. the best part is its done by hand. It has personal touch and a feelings with in it.. it is not just another victim of the Digital age. Letter forged by the pen of a poet is priceless. Not that every one has to be a poet to write a letter of a feeling. When you spend time thinking about what to write what cleaver way to explain your feelings in few words and when u construct perfect little sentences placed in a nicely fluent paragraph the letter becomes complete. Know this that you are putting part of you in to that letter the hand writing and pen marks the stamps and the creative little designs makes it all personal and the reader is obligated to take a look in to it, and read it but a mail or a message can be deleted with out even having to open it. I personally believe a feeling is better expressed in a letter with a personal touch. we should keep those habits alive never let it go extinct. even the great Valentine him self wrote a letter dedicated to his beloved “from your Valentine”. All the great love stories and legends have the secretly send letters. How many of you would own a shoe box full of letters that was sent to you from some so dear. or how many of yo have a special folder in your mail box to show that how many mails he/she sent you. Mailing is cold, lifeless and there is no warmth of the feelings in it its just mere ones and zeros, (1110000110101). now try to make a sense out of that. Bottom line is taking time to sit own and using a pen starting off with Dear.... you are personally visiting your closet of love and personally putting it to words. Then again even the Couples, Lovers and the Friends are too busy to spare that time for the mere purpose of writing a letter when you just can text or mail while on-the-go. After all we are creatures oh habit, for ever doomed chasing for the shortcut in every thing. After all we are only human.

its valentines day. was searching for some thing to listen to suit my mood before i start with my post. i got lost in to youtube and some how i stumbled up on the song i have longed waited to hear i first heard it from KJ he played that song when he was here in malay 2008 since then i never knew he recorded it he did a record and posted on youtube on may 17th 2010. name of the song is Yaa raa Huvafen- by KJ.

I wanted to do something for the Valentines day this year as well since last year though i was i alone i did have some candles and my camera with me to share that special day. but this yea some how the Valentine spirit didn't kick me till after i came home being out all day for shopping. anyways this is my contribution for this special day and i hope this makes a difference. here goes....

What is “Valentines Day”? id u ever give that thought to mind? some believe its based on Christianity. as one legend says Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome, when Emperor ClaudiusII decided that single men made better solders than those who had wives and kids. CladiusII outlawed marriage for young men. Valentine, (the priest) realized the injustice of the decree, Valentine defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine’s actions where discovered, Claudius ordered that Valentine be put to death. This was one story but the history on this is not that certain.

Then there is a much more romantic and a fantasy like legend where people strongly believes in this legend. According to this legend, Valentine actually sent the first “valentine” greeting himself. While in prison, its believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl. who was the daughter of the Jailor of the jail where Valentine was held prisoner. Jailer's Daughter visited Valentine during his confinement. Before his death. Its believed that Valentines words where a letter he wrote to his Love, which he signed “From your Valentine,” and this expression that is still in use today. and its said the February 14th is the day that Valentine was put to death but there love was never lost even till today.

On a personal view Valentines Day is the day where we take one day out of the whole year to celebrate the love for the loved on as did Valentine with his letter. we celebrate the Love that has been in existence since the dawn of time. Valentines Day does not express any celebrations for a certain religion or race. as i believe Valentines Day is a day where two certain hearts come to peace to celebrate their love despite the religion, cultural and social beliefs.

We need the love today in this broken world where hate rises like a brewing fire. we need love to tame that fire and spread peace among all with in their heart. I haven’t faced anything in life that would make me lose my beliefs in love, so i strongly believe in love and I celebrate LOVE on Valentines Day. not a dead legend or someone's death. After all what u believe is what you stand for, with out faith and belief there is no meaning of living life.

all contents in this article are referred from http://www.history.com/topics/valentines-day

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Same But Different

Currently Listening to : Dido “who makes you feel.”

Weather is like a bitt off and dark just the way i love it Thundery and Rainy and the cold Breezes.

Humans. each one of us difference from each other but same at the same time. when u take a group of people look at them as one group you stereotype, label, and categorize them. dividing groups in to jocks, nerds, goths and invisibles (who don’t belong in any category) same goes with individuals. its all about the judgement we make. Judgement is something we make due to appearances or actions. As it is in our characteristics we tend to judge other the moment we get a first glance, few looks of the person or few words about the person from a total stranger or a close one.

Human. singular! take one person separately and u will be astound on how they can be entirely something else from the rest. even if u take one single person from a labeled group such as invisibles. Lets see why they are invisibles. because there is nothing to talk or point out about these people and they certainly do not stick together in one group and talk about common stuff they have. mostly they are individuals who don’t appear in the out. Taking these as a point, individuals can be extremely different.

Personal experience is very important here. Meeting with some one getting to know that person and having an actual conversation about life, that would now change any judgments made earlier. Its humane to judge people by appearance or looks. Some times we judge the right character but giving a chance to our self to get past that label we all proudly put on others as if we are better than the rest of them. As a common group we are the same, Looking at us as individuals thats a whole different story!

Point Of View

Currently listening to Colbie Caillat : Bubbly

It’s a new year. Hoping for better starting off with a new way in to life. Speaking of Life.

Life is not what is always seems to be. There is always something good behind every bad that happens and vise versa. And with all the problems we face, life is much more easy than what we make it to be.

Lets see how different people interpret life. It’s always about point of view.

Optimist: The Glass is Half-Full

Pessimist: The Glass is Half-Empty

Realist: “Yep that’s a Glass alright

Idealist: One day Cold-Fusion from a glass of water will provide unlimited energy and End War.

Capitalist: If I bottled this Water and give it a new edgy sounding name I could make a fortune.

Communist: This drink belongs to every single one of us in Equal measure.

Conspiracist: The government is fluoridating the water for mind-control purposes.

Opportunist: There is a Funny T-shirt in here some where with a glass of water printed on.

Sexist: This glass is not going to refill itself, honeybun..

Nihilist: “The Glass does not exist, and neither do I.”

These are Different types of personalities looking at life from different angles that a single person could not possible have thought of. But adapting some these ways of thinking would really help to look at life from a different angle when you get stuck.

And that was jus about a glass and water. And yea as I see it “the glass has half water and half air so the glass is always full”.

As I say Life is not always what it seems to be, so let the mind go beyond the fullstop!

fRuStRaTiOnS!

Currently listening to – ‘taking me over’ by Evanescence.

Being stressed and bored. But guess that’s a given since its life. But expressing the real feelings it’s a bit hard but when I wrote them on a tissue on my desk was frustrated though was calm enough to write them on that tissue I know writing it out really helps me. Though most of the times it feels like breaking stuff with a golf club. Thank god I do have a golf club and have a habit of collecting many glassy stuff. But it’s too much of a value to break them over some frustration. That would jus feel weird and worthless after it’s all broken.

I know I’m writing crap here and most of who reads this wont actually get where I’m getting at. Those who get it I have my sympathies since you understand, my twisted way of thinking and my mind games. You should have gone through a lot to actually understand all the crap I put out. Any ways I don’t thinks this post will be too long.

Writing helps be put out my frustrations and Music from Evanescence its really my mood lifter well actually not a mood lifter but helps be to be in my frustrated mood in a controlled level. Past three days have been all in bed days watching movies. I jus need some changes in life that I can’t wait to have. I know life is like this it’s not happy always believe me in a way I love the frustrations. And sometimes its hard to be the person who is always great. Some times I think about why I taught my self, how to let go of things that easily and find wired reasons to smile about. This is the last of the post thinking about a picture to put in this post and a heading. I guess I love my frustrated days too. Anyways see you guys in the next post and those who didn’t get what was my point in this post its better that way.

Currently listening to 3 Doors Down – I’m here with out you

End of the Chapter.
Life is a funny thin it has brought us happiness and at the same time brought us sadness. And every one feels one of these feelings at some point of life and its an endless cycle. This post will be a shocking post for who read this and who actually know me for a long time, today my life ended a chapter of my life which I have been writing for three years. It began with a kiss on May 12th 2007 and this chapter came to an end today July 21st 2010. To summarize why this happened, its something I have been thinking for a long time due to many reasons and many of those reasons involve my carelessness too. Its was on a collision course since last year and given the circumstance I got lazy when it come to solving problems and I didn’t care much about my actions since I knew it can never be changed. I believe how much pain and suffering I brought to you and I didn’t know how to appreciate your loyalty. However how loyal the relation was it was a trust issue between us. And for a very long time I try to avoid it and move and but every time I come back to where I started and later on I didn’t care much. After all that I realized the best thing for both of us would be taking separate pathways. So I took the a step out and tried to move on, I tried before also but every time I remind my self I can still work my way through any problem, but this time I had to take that leap out of the best thing I ever had for the past three yeas which became very suffocating over time. We both know we never where happy later on thought we love each other. And u where never ready to let go because of your love to me. This time I tried with a lot of thinking and after a lot of talks to with my friends and I came to a conclusion that It was time to move on. So I did. and yes I am scared that I might regret this decision but still there is no life with out any risks. Thank you for being there for me and being loyal to us and all I can say is I’m sorry for the pain I have caused you hopefully you’ll get healed soon. If I leaned a life lesion from this relation, I learned is that, Happiness is important than love. A Relation filled with love that lacks of happiness wont last. But if there was happiness and love was minimal it still would work. Happiness would create enough love for the relation to survive, not more neither less.

You fall in love just once, the rest is just living life

P.S. I’m really sorry and I apologize from my heart.

Currently listening to Avril Lavigne

Days have past so fast that I lost track of time. Since last post its been a long time. I forgot to write a post on my very important days this year the valentines, my birthday and the 3 years anniversary. Those are three important things so far that I have missed to mention a post on those days but one more is coming up its my girl’s birthday I hope I wont miss that. It’s sad that I can’t be there to celebrate her birthday with her. Leave the coming event for later, in this post ill try to explain what I have missed to write.

Starting with Valentines. Feb 14^th

Well I was home all that week didn’t go out much. Since I was alone at home I jus always like to do a little celebration of my own and I was very bored. It was my camera and me. I guess it’s me and my cameras first valentines and its sad that I didn’t have a date to go out with to a romantic place and take pictures. So since I was home I planed to do some photo shootouts. That night I used a lot of candles to make a heart shape and light them up it was the perfect heart shape I have done so far and when it was light up it looked really nice and all the work I put in to it was worth more than a romantic and expensive dinner.

Second came my 19^th Birthday. March 24^th

Well it was one of the important days of this year and first it sucked because birthday came during my exams but after exams it was great than other years that I haven been here, it was celebrated with my buddy yaan since we both had same date its was nice one of our friend sykez mom and aunt gave us a kind of a surprise. We knew the guys where taking us to some place to do something to us since it was our birthday I thought it was jus some eggs. But there was a party at sykez apartment with pizza and cake and all that. It was fun most of the friends where there and after the pizza and cake they took us down to the pool and threw us in to the pool I broke my wristwatch other than that no harm done after pool there was eggs and flour. The whole birthday tradition was there. That makes it the most enjoyed birthday and I was happy about its since it was my last teen birthday.

Third important day of the year is the 3 years of Anniversary. May 12^th

It was the most important day though I couldn’t do much I just hate being lonely here. In a way it sucks here not much to do and I don’t have the most important person with me to celebrate lost of important days and this day is important for both of us. But which makes this day so great is that in a way we are grateful for the fact that we both are far away from each other for this long and to know that we have made it this far all by our selves. It takes lots of patients and work to have come this far. Any ways stating that fact its been almost 2.5 years apart thought we saw each other in between for 3 times during the years. Coming to the present day on the anniversary day there was one of the many fights we have since we live far. That day we both didn’t speak and I kind of ignored the calls but I did let her know that I wasn’t in the mood to talk. Since the mood was spoiled between us I jus thought of overcoming it and I kept my self busy with my candle prop I like to celebrate things with candles so I did a ‘3’ shape on a big black paper and took photos. Since I was not satisfied with the ‘3’ I took still life photos of the best gift she gave to me the couple statue. It is a v special gift. As one day we where walking on the road nd I saw it in a gift shop and I took it out I said I liked it very much I wasn’t serious at all it jus looked nice and I came back to Malay and the next time some one came here she had sent me that same statue for me I was very happy but little uncomfortable knowing the price of it. Now I believe that statues value would be much more high than its cost. Any ways that day was pretty special but it sucked because I was alone. I wish to have a anniversary together soon. Looking forward for 4^th anniversary.

Currently listening to a Acoustic Cover of LADY GAGA – Paparazzi by Lynzei Since it’s a Saturday noting much is there to do but I have some friends coming over later today, but for the mean time its just me alone in my room like always :D Anyways thought of writing a post here since its been some time that I haven’t written anything. Also i have been thinking about some stuff and though ill give it a written form to see how you guys judge it.ing. Also i have been thinking about some stuff and though ill give it a

Stop for a moment and Think about it……

Well all I write is about my life maybe some times refer to others as well. This time its some thing I write to myself and also if u think this relates to you in any way don’t take too much time to “stop for a moment and think about it”.

For us when we get some thing that we like a lot, we really do appreciate it and we care for it so much. With in the time spend we actually fall in love with it and it will be the person or thing that u have that u cherish more than your life. I’ll still stop here now you think about what it is that u have like that?

So now clear what or who it is in your life? Great now ask your self this question “in your life what do u want for the rest of your life till u die?” A life filled with LOVE but v less happiness, nothing happening, a life so dull OR A life where there is love but HAPPINESS is what is always there?

Whenever you feel like there is a better opportunity, and to achieve that there is some sacrifice that u have to do, do not hesitate, “stop for a moment and think about it” compare u life with what you have now and what will u achieve if you take the chance and is it worth the sacrifice. Let me make it light for you. Most situations when u are in it its worth to sacrifice. Cos an opportunity never comes around that easily and you don’t have all the time to wait for the second chance most probably you’ll regret life and for not taking that chance.

About my place in this situation. Well I think v far ahead so I anise this opportunity and all of it pretty soon so I still do have time to “stop for a moment and think about it” but when the moments comes I will let you people know and all about my situation.

see you guys later with more problems, solutions and situations :D

Something Like LIFE

Sitting here in one of the cabins in the college, it’s free time till 4pm its yet jus 1pm. Listening to Creed: one last breath. Thought I would write this and don’t have a better time to write :D

Well this is life. And it keeps going on, just like a countryside road where you see a long road ahead mostly a straight road stretched towards horizon till it vanishes in to one point. That’s my life so far. Along the way there might be some bumps but it feels good as if I’m sitting on a bike riding it’s comfortably, wind brushing through my hair.

Achievement. That’s something that makes us happy. Because when we realize that we have been working towards something and when we reach some point of it we feel happy. The feeling that we get when we know we have done something good with our life so far. And for me personally to day seems to be that day. There have been times that I have felt like giving up. But see it all worked out. I actually feel like the word giving up isn’t necessary when it comes to life meters, Anyways we will have to walk our way through it , in this journey we cant jus stop and get off the road… but some people go under so much pressure that they choose not to continue. But there is no fun in that cause you wouldn’t know how the story ends.

We obviously know the story I have been writing is in the same volume of my life since 2007, and so far this chapter have been so interesting that I think I’ll still keep writing. By the way forgot to mention that I am celebrating something today and its’ for you people to figure out what it is.

I guess I write too much when I write. Btw it’s a v special day for special and me some one. That special some one will know how I feel and what it’s all about. I wont go in to details cause I want to keep it like that till “I celebrate NEW YEAR”. Now what do I mean by that? Stick around read upcoming post you’ll get it soon :D

So Far this is life.....

Currently listening to "seether" on iTunes

As usual it’s raining but it kind of stopped, I haven't slept yet cause I don't feel that sleepy but there is a morning class tomorrow morning at 10:30. Probably ill sleep after writing this post There have been many nights that i have wanted to write stuff but Iwas busy that my family also came here but I guess ill get to those post when i am in a stable place of the months, and alo

ng coming are my assignments in 4 subjects guess ill be pretty busy till FEBRUARY

Last night I thought that ill sleep after finishing up this post but unfortunately my concentration slipped away and I got lost searching for a convenient place to stay when I move to Limkokwing University… and about that LOL. Limkok is the new university i am planning to go to do my Professional Designing Degree. I am currently doing Diploma in Business Management and Information Technology. Some of who u read this might realize that Professional Designing and the Business management and I.T. are 3 different majors. Simply to put when I studied my O Level's I did Science stream that was to understan

d the world around me, when I got admission here in APIIT, UCTI I started doing Business and I.T. Business is for the like survival: P I knew in future ill be getting some income and that’s called a business and I will need to understand how it works in order to succeed, IT is jus something that come along in any diploma certificate that is done in that college. I’ll need the IT skills too but I hate the Programming part with all the languages. And hopefully next year will be when I study what I really want to study its Professional Designing. Ok Most of you are thinking what is the Professional Designing. It is a course that only Limkokwing offers, which consists of multiple kinds of designing. For example Web designing, Label Designing, billboard designing, photography, basically all kinds of Graphic Designing and Photography and video recording an

d editing, I guess you do get the basic idea here. I guess that’s so far what plane for my studies.

Well right now I am sitting here in a McDonald’s having my Big’N’Tasty and my large Coca-Cola. I don’t get Internet here so I am writing on a word pad. The reason I am sitting here is that came to Carrefour to fill my Badminton racket’s Gut. And they said it would finish around 3 hours so Iam jus passing my time. I guess if I pass too much time on the same thing ill give you ppl a headache reading all these nonsense. So I guess ill stop writing and I am feeling a little sleepy too and btw still am listening to seether.

Questions from LIFE

I was tagged by Sassy not so long back!
Anyways, here it goes.

Rules:

It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, tag 5 people.

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.

You cannot use any word twice and cannot use your name for the boy/girl question.

1. What is your name: Muiz

2. A four letter word: More

3. A boy's name: Mishaal

4. A girl's name: Mishkaa

5. An occupation: Managing Director

6. A colour: Maroon

7. Something that you wear: Maternity Cloths :S (sorry thats the best i got)

8. A food: Marshmallow (apparently my favorite)

9. Something found in the bathroom: Mirrow

10. A place: Malaysia

11. A reason for being late: Mom forgot to wake me ????

12. Something you'd shout: Make Love to me (nothing else came to mind) :S :S

13. A movie title: Mission Impossible

14. Something you'd drink: Marinda xD

15. A musical group: Maroon 5

16. An animal: Monkey :P

17. Street name: Majeedhee Magu.

18. A type of a car: Mitsubishi Evolution =P

19. The title of a song: Make it Mine (Jason Mraz)

20. 5 people you want to tag : selfishgirl, Arykko, Sama, Iecco and PurpleButerfli

^_^

However besides these questions there are some questions that "PurpleButerfli" asked me one night while we where talking.... and i kinda don't remember the actually and every last question of it but i would like to share them with you people cos' these kinda stuff we kinda mostly tend to forget to ask even from the closest best-friend also..

1. What is your Happiest Moment:

Happiest moment haven't come yet

2. What was the Saddest moment:

Sad moments have passed by, but i don't consider them as the most saddest.

3.What do you consider the most stupid thing u did so far:

I'd say it was when i was 14 i used to have a big crush on this girl and it was her birth day and she was a friend so she clearly stated no gifts since she knew i was having a crush but i just had to give something, and my her bestfriend said no gifts like rose, chocolates, or a teddy, and i asked how about a book? and she said "i guess a book is fine." and i ended up giving her a "big fat Dictionary" that is by far the most stupid thing i did i was lucky that my crush didn't open it and gave it away to m best friend and asked to return it to me. Since she didn't want any gifts.

4. What was the most Embarrassing thing moment in your life:

There have been one thing that I'm embarrassed about, and its still pretty embarrassing and its kinda priavate so i cant share it with you guys... but its ok for you to share it to a close friend of yours who wont tease you about it and be supportive and understanding.

5. What would you take back from your life if you could take back just one thing:

That would some thing i did when i was 5years i guess but the memory is still very fresh. i know what i am about to say to you may sound like i a v bad kid, but i had my reasons even though they where stupid. My mom used to take me to her office in weekend and overtime work days. Mom works in Jamaaluddin School as a office staff and she go her first 25 years of service Pension this year. One day there was this event at Galolhu Football Stadium and i was very excited to go. By the way that was when i was the only kid in the family and my uncles and aunts favorite nephew :D... That day Mom did help me get ready.. since i got ready a lil early i think i was lying on the bed, but some how i fell a sleep and my mom left with out me...and one of the closes neighbor and my moms close friend came home looking for my mom and she waked me up and she said that my mom head already left and she asked to go with her. i did go to that event and didn't even speak to mom and set with the mom's office friends and wen we cam home i was so angry.. cos she left me there and i used to have this collection of story books the small ones with cardboard as i remember it was small enough to fit in my hand she was on the bed i was standing near my bed where all my stuffs are and i just threw that book at her and it hit her head and she was in lots of pain and she kinda cried.. That was the last time i looked at mom with even a bit of anger in my mind. i do get angry at her some times even after that but i never show it t her cos every time i get angry i remember this, and all becomes right. :D i know that was a lesson i learned but i still remember how she cried and i cant get that sound out of my head and even now i remember it as if it happened yesterday..

"This was a long story dho.. but just bear with me :P "

6.What are the stuff that i would buy for my self if i got 1million dollars $$$

for right now i need a MacbookPro, and then ill get the LED Cinema Display. I wan to to spend all i can to get the Professional Designing Degree program in Limkok Wing right now I am at UCTI doing my Diploma in Business Information Technology. and for my Hobby I would like to get the Canon D5 Mark II Kit with fully functional flash and a studio lighting system. and some more WD 1or 2 TB Firewire Storage Disk. since i already have 2 of them with capacity of 1TB in each.. not to exaggerate but i might consider getting a point and shoot canon G11 and the new 24inch iMac and ill get 2 way tickets from Malaysia to Male every holiday i get. and even though with all of these stuff i just mentioned it dosn't even cover a $30,000 so i intend to spent the rest of it to build my house make it a little bit easy for my parents. XD but what to do i cant buld up a dream on a big "IF" but this is what i think for now.. :D

7. When will you say that you have achieved your life's goal:

There is two stages for this answer. one is the "teenage me" and the other is the "married me"

The teenage me says...when i would have finished my Degree in Professional Designing, and Got married and My house is at least half way finished rebuilding. When i would have success fully launched my dream business of a Professional Party organizing Firm...

The married me says being successful running the business firm and being able to start the new back up plans as new businesses and being able to be a great dad and being able to bring up a nice little one or two kids, taught with the right manners and principles of life so it would help them to be successful.

Thats when i would achieve the life goal that i have set in my mind for now it could change along the circumstances of life.

"may GOD bless me with my dreams"

So far i have written some of the questions that PurpleButerfli asked me. there are other stuff too but i wrote the most important ones and most of other questions isn't coming to my mind. Having a hard time to remember these as well. and i have been writing this post since 2:00 am in the morning, these days i haven't really got time to sit and write a post since i have been busy. since i couldn't sleep tonight i thought id spend some time doing something productive rather than watching some series.

See you guys next time.. hope u enjoyed reading this one and now you'll know me from a personal view.

Please don't mind my spelling cos i am kinda bad at it i tried to make this easy on you guys as possible :D

P.S. So far this year this is a post i wrote with such interest.. :D

its raining like cats and dogs.. cant see the highway just right out side of my place.. but its cozy and the right temperature, right now listening to Evanescence and this I'm in the perfect mood to write today's post..... these day there was nothing on my mind except two things that awfully i was bored and that i was missing some one that i was wishing to see her so badly. That was the reason i couldn't write anything and nothing worth writing was on my mind. However to day i thought ill scribble something since its been just too long and its better than nothing... Today I'll write about something i have been doing for a long time.

Waiting...

So what is what is "waiting". The word it self have many different types of meaning but i am referring to Waiting for something or till something else happens.. this kind of waiting is all about patience. Patience means the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble or suffering without getting angry or upset.

With all these waiting for some one is one the hardest job a person could handle mentally, and as long as we have patience it will be worth the wait. When this one person we wait for can make us happy for more than eternity. We know that the end result will be so much better but along the way we get upset because of problems caused from other personal feeling we lose that patience and after all we are humans and emotions fill our hearts and it cant easily change a person mind and some times emotion take over a persons actions.

All these stuff we have lived and experience but it can never be changed but for me the day that all the waiting i have done is very near and i know that it will be worth all the patience. This time this might be jus for a few days that I am meeting with the person I am waiting for and the real waiting to end i guess there still is about 3 years time. As i said along the way of a this long waiting these few days will be the most happiest days a person could have cos it gives hope for that last day we wait as if we where imprisoned in a place and waiting for the day that we will get free.
To simply put it. It is just like the Fairytale
Rapunzel