So Far this is life.....

Currently listening to "seether" on iTunes

As usual it’s raining but it kind of stopped, I haven't slept yet cause I don't feel that sleepy but there is a morning class tomorrow morning at 10:30. Probably ill sleep after writing this post There have been many nights that i have wanted to write stuff but Iwas busy that my family also came here but I guess ill get to those post when i am in a stable place of the months, and alo

ng coming are my assignments in 4 subjects guess ill be pretty busy till FEBRUARY

Last night I thought that ill sleep after finishing up this post but unfortunately my concentration slipped away and I got lost searching for a convenient place to stay when I move to Limkokwing University… and about that LOL. Limkok is the new university i am planning to go to do my Professional Designing Degree. I am currently doing Diploma in Business Management and Information Technology. Some of who u read this might realize that Professional Designing and the Business management and I.T. are 3 different majors. Simply to put when I studied my O Level's I did Science stream that was to understan

d the world around me, when I got admission here in APIIT, UCTI I started doing Business and I.T. Business is for the like survival: P I knew in future ill be getting some income and that’s called a business and I will need to understand how it works in order to succeed, IT is jus something that come along in any diploma certificate that is done in that college. I’ll need the IT skills too but I hate the Programming part with all the languages. And hopefully next year will be when I study what I really want to study its Professional Designing. Ok Most of you are thinking what is the Professional Designing. It is a course that only Limkokwing offers, which consists of multiple kinds of designing. For example Web designing, Label Designing, billboard designing, photography, basically all kinds of Graphic Designing and Photography and video recording an

d editing, I guess you do get the basic idea here. I guess that’s so far what plane for my studies.

Well right now I am sitting here in a McDonald’s having my Big’N’Tasty and my large Coca-Cola. I don’t get Internet here so I am writing on a word pad. The reason I am sitting here is that came to Carrefour to fill my Badminton racket’s Gut. And they said it would finish around 3 hours so Iam jus passing my time. I guess if I pass too much time on the same thing ill give you ppl a headache reading all these nonsense. So I guess ill stop writing and I am feeling a little sleepy too and btw still am listening to seether.

Questions from LIFE

I was tagged by Sassy not so long back!
Anyways, here it goes.

Rules:

It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, tag 5 people.

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.

You cannot use any word twice and cannot use your name for the boy/girl question.

1. What is your name: Muiz

2. A four letter word: More

3. A boy's name: Mishaal

4. A girl's name: Mishkaa

5. An occupation: Managing Director

6. A colour: Maroon

7. Something that you wear: Maternity Cloths :S (sorry thats the best i got)

8. A food: Marshmallow (apparently my favorite)

9. Something found in the bathroom: Mirrow

10. A place: Malaysia

11. A reason for being late: Mom forgot to wake me ????

12. Something you'd shout: Make Love to me (nothing else came to mind) :S :S

13. A movie title: Mission Impossible

14. Something you'd drink: Marinda xD

15. A musical group: Maroon 5

16. An animal: Monkey :P

17. Street name: Majeedhee Magu.

18. A type of a car: Mitsubishi Evolution =P

19. The title of a song: Make it Mine (Jason Mraz)

20. 5 people you want to tag : selfishgirl, Arykko, Sama, Iecco and PurpleButerfli

^_^

However besides these questions there are some questions that "PurpleButerfli" asked me one night while we where talking.... and i kinda don't remember the actually and every last question of it but i would like to share them with you people cos' these kinda stuff we kinda mostly tend to forget to ask even from the closest best-friend also..

1. What is your Happiest Moment:

Happiest moment haven't come yet

2. What was the Saddest moment:

Sad moments have passed by, but i don't consider them as the most saddest.

3.What do you consider the most stupid thing u did so far:

I'd say it was when i was 14 i used to have a big crush on this girl and it was her birth day and she was a friend so she clearly stated no gifts since she knew i was having a crush but i just had to give something, and my her bestfriend said no gifts like rose, chocolates, or a teddy, and i asked how about a book? and she said "i guess a book is fine." and i ended up giving her a "big fat Dictionary" that is by far the most stupid thing i did i was lucky that my crush didn't open it and gave it away to m best friend and asked to return it to me. Since she didn't want any gifts.

4. What was the most Embarrassing thing moment in your life:

There have been one thing that I'm embarrassed about, and its still pretty embarrassing and its kinda priavate so i cant share it with you guys... but its ok for you to share it to a close friend of yours who wont tease you about it and be supportive and understanding.

5. What would you take back from your life if you could take back just one thing:

That would some thing i did when i was 5years i guess but the memory is still very fresh. i know what i am about to say to you may sound like i a v bad kid, but i had my reasons even though they where stupid. My mom used to take me to her office in weekend and overtime work days. Mom works in Jamaaluddin School as a office staff and she go her first 25 years of service Pension this year. One day there was this event at Galolhu Football Stadium and i was very excited to go. By the way that was when i was the only kid in the family and my uncles and aunts favorite nephew :D... That day Mom did help me get ready.. since i got ready a lil early i think i was lying on the bed, but some how i fell a sleep and my mom left with out me...and one of the closes neighbor and my moms close friend came home looking for my mom and she waked me up and she said that my mom head already left and she asked to go with her. i did go to that event and didn't even speak to mom and set with the mom's office friends and wen we cam home i was so angry.. cos she left me there and i used to have this collection of story books the small ones with cardboard as i remember it was small enough to fit in my hand she was on the bed i was standing near my bed where all my stuffs are and i just threw that book at her and it hit her head and she was in lots of pain and she kinda cried.. That was the last time i looked at mom with even a bit of anger in my mind. i do get angry at her some times even after that but i never show it t her cos every time i get angry i remember this, and all becomes right. :D i know that was a lesson i learned but i still remember how she cried and i cant get that sound out of my head and even now i remember it as if it happened yesterday..

"This was a long story dho.. but just bear with me :P "

6.What are the stuff that i would buy for my self if i got 1million dollars $$$

for right now i need a MacbookPro, and then ill get the LED Cinema Display. I wan to to spend all i can to get the Professional Designing Degree program in Limkok Wing right now I am at UCTI doing my Diploma in Business Information Technology. and for my Hobby I would like to get the Canon D5 Mark II Kit with fully functional flash and a studio lighting system. and some more WD 1or 2 TB Firewire Storage Disk. since i already have 2 of them with capacity of 1TB in each.. not to exaggerate but i might consider getting a point and shoot canon G11 and the new 24inch iMac and ill get 2 way tickets from Malaysia to Male every holiday i get. and even though with all of these stuff i just mentioned it dosn't even cover a $30,000 so i intend to spent the rest of it to build my house make it a little bit easy for my parents. XD but what to do i cant buld up a dream on a big "IF" but this is what i think for now.. :D

7. When will you say that you have achieved your life's goal:

There is two stages for this answer. one is the "teenage me" and the other is the "married me"

The teenage me says...when i would have finished my Degree in Professional Designing, and Got married and My house is at least half way finished rebuilding. When i would have success fully launched my dream business of a Professional Party organizing Firm...

The married me says being successful running the business firm and being able to start the new back up plans as new businesses and being able to be a great dad and being able to bring up a nice little one or two kids, taught with the right manners and principles of life so it would help them to be successful.

Thats when i would achieve the life goal that i have set in my mind for now it could change along the circumstances of life.

"may GOD bless me with my dreams"

So far i have written some of the questions that PurpleButerfli asked me. there are other stuff too but i wrote the most important ones and most of other questions isn't coming to my mind. Having a hard time to remember these as well. and i have been writing this post since 2:00 am in the morning, these days i haven't really got time to sit and write a post since i have been busy. since i couldn't sleep tonight i thought id spend some time doing something productive rather than watching some series.

See you guys next time.. hope u enjoyed reading this one and now you'll know me from a personal view.

Please don't mind my spelling cos i am kinda bad at it i tried to make this easy on you guys as possible :D

P.S. So far this year this is a post i wrote with such interest.. :D

its raining like cats and dogs.. cant see the highway just right out side of my place.. but its cozy and the right temperature, right now listening to Evanescence and this I'm in the perfect mood to write today's post..... these day there was nothing on my mind except two things that awfully i was bored and that i was missing some one that i was wishing to see her so badly. That was the reason i couldn't write anything and nothing worth writing was on my mind. However to day i thought ill scribble something since its been just too long and its better than nothing... Today I'll write about something i have been doing for a long time.

Waiting...

So what is what is "waiting". The word it self have many different types of meaning but i am referring to Waiting for something or till something else happens.. this kind of waiting is all about patience. Patience means the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble or suffering without getting angry or upset.

With all these waiting for some one is one the hardest job a person could handle mentally, and as long as we have patience it will be worth the wait. When this one person we wait for can make us happy for more than eternity. We know that the end result will be so much better but along the way we get upset because of problems caused from other personal feeling we lose that patience and after all we are humans and emotions fill our hearts and it cant easily change a person mind and some times emotion take over a persons actions.

All these stuff we have lived and experience but it can never be changed but for me the day that all the waiting i have done is very near and i know that it will be worth all the patience. This time this might be jus for a few days that I am meeting with the person I am waiting for and the real waiting to end i guess there still is about 3 years time. As i said along the way of a this long waiting these few days will be the most happiest days a person could have cos it gives hope for that last day we wait as if we where imprisoned in a place and waiting for the day that we will get free.
To simply put it. It is just like the Fairytale
Rapunzel

Its raining out side. For the first time of my life I am sitting near a window where cold breeze passes by me. It makes it so perfect for the mood to write to days post, since I am really missing her. This cold wind really makes me remember some beautiful time we both had together.

Now with the real story.

The Secret of the number 12
started on a Saturday. it was a 12th, may 2007, something special happened that night, from all the people who knew me now one would have imagined that was possible to happens because some other circumstances.
Because of what happened since that day "two Souls" among 6billion, are having some thing very special that we all share with each other. It just "one love" that we all share.
Today I celebrate 2 years and 5 months for that love, I am sure that this love is some thing u feel once in a life time and a second time it will never be close as it was before. I am not willing to lose this cos this is some thing every couple dream of having for the rest their life time at least this the most happiness we can have in this world.
This love brought us so far and we trust on the love to lead us to the end of this journey. Each soul haves a destiny to pursue but destiny not the one point where u reach some place in your life. The journey to get there and the whole rest of life from this point onwards is destiny.

By the way realized that i still haven't explained what this 12(twelve) is about. The thing about 12(twelve)!!! That is the day, the "two Souls" found each other sharing the same "one love". The ONE stands for the "one LOVE" we share and the TWO stands for the "two SOULS"of us. For me to realize some thing this special about our anniversary date it took me more than 2 years.
I LOVE YOU
ALWAYS AND FOREVER
12
"one love two souls"

GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS

When dealing with life, we face every thing in pares. Just like night and day and good and bad, in the case of day and night some of us would love to spend time at day time and sleep at night just as the natural order but some of us would love to stay up work or enjoy and sleep during the day. However in a case of Good and Bad no one will pursue anything Bad always would try to get the good out of everything. i have faced lots of bad news since the last post i have posted here, and lots of bad news i assumed related with some other stuff. with all that bad news in my head just one single good news a small word "Negative" gave me a moment of happiness ill never forget. Life is funny it plays games with us but some time when u really work to win, guess what we do win but always have to be prepared for a up coming storm cos after certain time sun shine a moving cloud may block it.

I see life as the sky at night. With a moon, lots of stars and clouds. Label cloud as problems, stars as people matter to you and moon as u it self. So the wind is your actions, a moving cloud could pass over the moon blocking its light and small clouds collide to a larger cloud and become larger just exactly like a problem. The moving clouds could hide some stars, meaning a problem will effect people closer to you with the reaction of your action.

"A minor thing you do might matter a lot to a person who cares"

I am the Captain....

onece Barbara De Angelis wrote..
No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.

after a long time, to night i had some fun.. its nice to get away from all the frustrations for a while. I know its fun to feel frustrated and jus sit in a conner of your heart and hate the rest of the world.
However to night i had fun and i would say this beats than just feeling good for my self i get to see and enjoy the happiness my friends get when I am around them.

this post might sound wired cos i wrote this post while my half a body is sleeping.. ok
see all you soon

Life out of hands

its been some time that my life has gone out my hands. i cant get a hold on it and its getting harder and harder to catch up with it. i know its my mistake, this had to be like this just because i was careless. all of who read this would say what ever happened has happened so try to move on..

well i got nothing to say all i can say is that i have blamed my self for it for some time and it never helped me and have been frustrated over all that and spent a lot of dark time in my room just sulking over it, and that never helped either. Then this cam to my mind that i need to talk about this to some one so here i am talk to all of you well ill be fine with out any comments also i guess my head will feel much lighter when i just type these out i guess this is called shouting out in to the darkness
so the real thing is that recently during ramazan time i went back to male` it happened very impulsively since my mom wanted to see me and all and that was the midsem break for this semester and i had all my assignments due after that week. in my heart i knew if i go ill lose all the assignment and wont be able to work on them, but kinda mom said i can do that at home. but as you guys would know i am going male after long time who would want to even think of studying. Now i am suffering cos i missed 3 assignments of 3 subjects and i am barely keeping up to the last assignment of 4th subject i am studying and now i have only one choice to let it be cos ill be failing 3 subjects out of 4. the solution for this problem is to slowly start doing the leftover works starting this November. i hope i can finish all of them before i finish this diploma. cos i cant wait to get out of this Hell hole "APIIT UCTI" and pursue my dream career.

i guess since i have let all these out my mind is at peace..
PS: its been along time haven't blogged i guess i am starting blog again so that i can express more and feel less frustrated..
>>>see you guys soon<<< "LIFE IS NEVER SUPPOSE TO BE PERFECT WE JUST HAVE TO LIVE LIFE"

COLD PLAY VIVA LA VIDA

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become

Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word but
that was when I ruled the world

I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word but
that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh

Oil Spill in Sri lankan Sea

After a long time again i am back.
well while i was in the flight to retun to Male` i saw this it was a small spill, but large scale of damage to the reef beneath it and fish living there.
i was shocked to see no boats or other working ships near it to stop the spill.

well i was waiting to post this sonner than this but i was too busy once i reached male so i had no time at to connect network well i have net at home but that mean i was not at home at any time othere than sleep. well this post is a small article willpost again soon at least i hope to...

Celebrating world AIDS day

1st DECEMBER 2008

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My dream Camera
Canon EOS 450D / Digital Rebel XSi

Most probably i would be able have my hands on this baby next year beginning. I bet that would be a second most happy moment in my life a dream come true *million dollar smile* cant imagine how my feelings will be when i get it ..........

i really wish this to come true

Canon launches its latest D-SLR, the EOS 450D. Featuring a 12.2 Megapixel CMOS sensor, EOS Integrated Cleaning System, 3.0” LCD with Live View mode and a new 9-point AF system, the model presents consumers with an unprecedented level of image quality and versatility at this end of the market.

The EOS 450D features:

• 12.2 Megapixel CMOS sensor
• Canon’s EOS Integrated Cleaning System
• 3.5 frames per second
• 3.0” LCD with Live View shooting
• 9-point wide-area AF system with f/2.8 cross-type centre point
• Picture Style image processing parameters
  
• DIGIC III image processor
• Digital Photo Professional RAW processing software1
• Compact and Lightweight body
• Fully compatible with all Canon EF and EF-S lenses and EX-series Speedlites

I GOT MY macbook

i got my new mac book and
it is a dream come true have
been waiting for this day for a long time and finally i got it...

with the macbook i also bought a ipod shu ffle 2GB just as i had some money left